Emotions

I decided to write a bit about my emotions, considering they are all over the place lately. I think it is a combination of pregnancy, the winter blues and just plain exhaustion. Any time I watch TV I cry.. it doesnt really matter what it is, I find something in every show that just touches me. I feel like I have so much inside to relate to every single thing I see (is that even possible?) I know that I am fine, and being emotional is normal, but lately it is more than just "pregnancy". We have gone through a lot the past few months with Andy losing his job, figuring out how to make ends meet and what to do with our lives. Luckily, thing have a way of working themselves out and Andy now has two very flexible part time jobs which allows him to still go to school (the best blessing ever). On another note, I feel like we are the most boring people ever, and my poor son is cooped up all day with a crazy mom. I used to not hate winter, but lately I am INSANE. What do other people do with toddlers during the winter with no money? I need suggestions, play dates, ANYTHING. I just cant wait for the sun to shine and get our butts outside. That brings me to my next topic... my butt. I am 20 weeks pregnant and have gained oh, I think 8 or so lbs. I think that is good but I feel like the biggest whale lately. I just want to go running or go join a gym or something... of course the timing couldnt be more off. All I know is after this baby is born I am seriously getting into shape and I mean seriously. Sorry for ranting on my blog, but I dont really get to express myself tons. As for the good things going on (which there are many) I get to go to my 20 week ultrasound tomorrow. Hopefully she is still a she and we dont have to go return loads of baby stuff. I am excited to find out about her health, and see her. Like I said, we are doing much better with the job situation, whcih is a huge stress releif. Anyways, hope you guys are not bored to death now after reading this. Thanks!!